me and my nails..

Human Genome is in short, telling us that we have a patterned DNA. while our interior is molded in a certain fixed manner, our exterior is just as fixed. we cant seem to break out of our already mapped out lives. even our future is planned.. guess for survival.. we just hav to modify ourselves.

went to visit my grandma today.. immediately, i was asked by my aunt, 'aiyoh, y your nails so long!! its not hygenic.' the nail on my little finger is indeed much longer than the common long that most gals would have. y? reason: i was challenged once a very long time ago ( i hav this competitive ego abt me, hate to be challenged. if challenged, most likely i'll take it up.. ). it was said that we cant grow our nails too long as it would start to crack and then break after it has grown to a certain length. ok.. i like to let my little finger's nail grow till it cracks and then i have no choice but to cut it.. i've gotten quite obsessed with this growning-of-the-nail-till-it-breaks habit that i cant bear to cut my little fingers' nails. its like u have lnong hair and you've gotten it to grow real long and since, u are not getting hot or irritated by it, u just let it be.. and when u do hav a hair-cut, u do it cox u absolutely need one (same as with my nails.. if they break, i cut. u have split ends, u have some hot date, u cut. rite??!!). its like quite a waste to have it short...

so because of the comment made by my aunt, i got kinda more conscious abt my growing nail.. haa.. i tend to fold in my little finger and its kinda getting quite tired.. like i'm stunting the growth of our very short little finger.. i'm afraid of stares and wierd looks at me.. who grows long last nails.. those lao ah peks rite... so what am i doin?? shouldnt i be like every other regular kid.. let alone a gal.. have nice nails of acceptable lengths..

then...

y dont i just cut it and lead a normal life??!!

simple: i just dont want to... haaa.. i'll just learn to live with my stubborn nature.. till it gets the best of me.. come on.. i'll cut it.. its only a matter of time.. let me have my fun.. though a rather stupid one..