dont lie... really...

FEVER!!!

ok.. from this.. u can tell, i was down with fever. as of now, when i am typing out this post, i am still in the fever range, 37.6. Its not a really great thing to fall ill.. not even if u have the absolute right to take MC (medcial certificate). Its a double blow when u are real sick and never exert your rights to use the Mc due to work... gosh... well, i fall in the 2nd category.

i can real stubborn at times.. i tend to refuse to listen to advises and do the conventions even if its at the expense of my health. U see, i was scheduled for a 3-dat course by my office. so I attended the 1st day without much of a glitch.. though i did feel alittle unwell, PANADOL was my miracle pill whenever i feel sick or unwell. Its like a energy sweet to me already.. haaa.. i am an addcit to it... yes. i have been heavily criticised on it... then again.. pls read para 2, line 1.

after having popped the pill, i even went on to have a game of basketball.. yes, kinda in my office wear.. i am desperate for some sports to my otherwise very office-bounded job during working.. all sweaty, i went back to the classroom to procceed on with the 2nd half of my lesson. hmmm.. so i was told, its best to cool down first before goin into an air-con rooom, i may just fall ill.. a smart ass as i can be at times, i replied, "no prob, i had panadol, its a prevention medicine.. so my immune system is up and ready.. haha.." DUMB ASS!!

my temperature was abt 37.8 when i went home.. my joints were hurting and i seemed to be developing a flu.. as usual.. PANADOL!!! just that i took in a much heavier dose.. and at a higher frequency..

DAY 2:
CONFIRMED!! Fever!!! Temperature shows: 38.8...
Through out the night... i just couldnt sleep well as i was like feeling hot yet cold.. my torso was hot but my hands, feet and ears were cold.. i was in pain.. didnt sleep well.. so was taking the thermometer to check my temperature... u see, ever since the SARS period, i owned a thermometer as i know my luck is pretty u know.. and i seem to be at the fore-front of such 'trends' too. My temperature was varying between 38.8 to 38.3...

i was in so much pain that i was woken up so many times.. even msged my fellow course-mates that most prob i cant make it for the course... but a workaholic at times, i even asked if i would need to retake.. so.. it does seem that i have to re-take.. after popping more pain-killers, my temperture did drop to abt 37.9.. so i still went to NACLI to do my second day of course.. i mux say.. its a real torture man..

DAY 3: Final day of course.. and my tenatious fever just wont go..
its weird that my fever just wont go down.. my panadol's were definately running low.. now.. the relatives of flu and fever, cough.. has decided to have a conbference in my body.. i was having a real bad cough now..

still i forced myself to the course site.. man.. am i shagged.. its really a case of mind over matter..
ok.. done for the day.. great.. i went home only to bury myself in my bed hoping that the fever would just leave..

DAY 4: made a pact with my mum that i would go see the doc on this day if i aint any better.. my mum had been at my back abt my sickness and has been nagging me.. but i am pretty gd at being in the zone when parents nag.. haha

cannot make it liao.. so went to see the docs..
i've been making a trip the doc like every month.. gosh.. its a much rgular visit than to my dentist...

when i met the doc, i told him my case... when he heard it was my 4th day of sickness.. he was like, "WAT??!!" Before he could ask, "Why only now, then u come and see the doctors", I rushed to speak first, "eh.. i was out of the country.." (when the real reason was i just didnt see the doc cox i was stubbornly trying to finihs my course so that i need not retake it again..PRIDE..) "and where did u come back from?" he asked still in disbelief. "eh.. Kedah, Malaysia." that was like the name that suddenly popped up..

hiaz.. u see.. when u tel a lie.. u get it.. immediately, i was asked to go for a blood test.. HOW I HATE INJECTIONS!! there were 2 nurses there. Surprsingly, i felt little pain.. thought i might have committed murder behind closed doors.. but.. no.. i was actually quite calm..
1) the other nurse was so good at distracting me, that i wasnt thinkin much..
2) the medicines that i had been taking has competely numbed me..
*poke* needle went in.. *ploke* and its out.. haha.. that easy..

never lie.. u just put yourself into more mess.. i am suspected of having either dengue or malaria.. gosh...

due to my persistent fever, i am now under observatiopn.. if my fever doesnt drop tonight, i'll have to go to the docs again.. my blood is to stay back while i can now come home..

pls... no hospital... i like the comfort of my home.... i'll have ice bath!!