Priorities..

wat are my piorities in life? suddenly, everything seems in a blur. i had initially thought i had everythin worked out, everything planned.. my life revolved around something at least though the occasional bumps and hits.

now i feel a sense of loss, with this loss, some pain and loads of guilt. as i went on with my life, my planned route, i lost sight of my other areas of life.. no.. not the finer things that i long for... but the small details that made me and are part of my life. they have always been. how did i lost sight of them? how care-less and heartless i had become?

i cant turn back the clock, no.. not even a minute back.. that minute was precious.. cox i forgot to cherish the hours that had passed me. my eyes are dry.. am i controlling? am i going nuts? or is this my way of handling stuff? just totaly oblivion.. yes.. i am an escapist.. i am in my own world..

WHAT HAVE I DONE??!!!!!!!!