there's somethin wrong..

when a friend has met with a mishap, the normal reaction would be, 'oh my god.. are u ok?' or 'wat happened?' with a sad tone or worried tone.. but i realised.. when it comes to me.. its often muffled with laughs behind every 'concern' words. hiaz... even if i'm being visited.. i can see the effort that they make to hide their grin or some would even not make the effort to do any hiding but come along greeting me with a huge huge smile spread across their faces..

mayb its the way i protray myself too.. everytime when something happens.. of course to me. i kinda always have my way of turning it into a joke.. i hav this 'midas' touch as well.. to make everythin else sound and look funny.. u see... as the streams of msgs comes in to console me.. they are often 'mockin'.. u see, funny thing abt me is that i cant seem to stop making myself the butt of the jokes at times. i kinda find them funny too.. and seriously, i wanna be happy and not feel too depressed abt it.. keepin a positive outlook as well.. i wont deny.. i do feel damn terrible everytime i meet with an accident.. and i curse when i have to go thru the treatment.. but then again.. i have to laugh it off and cant help it too.. they are just too laughable instead of sad..

ok.. give the benefit of doubt.. mayb my frens are just trying to cheer me up.. actually, then again, they really do.. esply the one when i said i was at last discharged and the reply i got from one friend was ,'yeah.. congrats.. please be careful next time.. and please do not trip on a matchstick the next time!' *dang*.. this reply scores 10/10 for creativity.. and some were like, 'time to change your feng shui', 'better start goin to church to pray', 'i'll return u your voodoo doll'. etc.... and i just found out that some of my friends were discussing abt me again.. saying that i am a good 'investment' for insurance.. gosh.. and they were coming up w the weirdest case scenarios for me when they didnt see me at the range.. eh.... guess wat.. while they were speculating.. i was queuing up at A & E already.. (I was hospitalised on Sun).. geee...

i am glad to have friends anyway.. there are those who came to visit me given that they are so busy nowadays.. they either hav to study or work... or that they live so far away and still made the effort to see me in my worst state.. haa... or otherwise msgs are sent to cheer me up.. phone calls to comfort me.. fruit baskets sent to my ward.. thanks guys.. sincerely.. i'm glad that u guys are with me... and of course my doting parents.. though they are getting quite pissed off with my clumsiness.. i need a good luck charm or some sort of charm to ward off my mis-fortunes.. next mission... or an appeal to my friends.. please get me a charm.. haaa... and please return me voodoo dolls of me... i have enough.. haa